I watched the season premiere of The Biggest Loser this week. I used to be really into the show, but last season, I didn’t watch in from the beginning and lost interest. I don’t recall if I ever blogged about it, but I did have a group that I created on facebook that was based on The Biggest Loser. It was basically a way for me and my friends to hold each other accountable and share tips and ideas with each other. The other day one of the girls asked me was I going to do it again this season. I wasn’t too sure, but because she mentioned it, I decided to tune in to the season premiere.
I love this show and have watched it from the very beginning. Last season was the only season I missed. The biggest thing for me tho, is how ridiculously looonnng the show is. And I don’t have dvr so that really sucks. But what I gain from the show is motivation. When I see people who are 100lbs if not more, heavier than me, and they’re running a mile, or riding a spin bike, doing more than what I do…well that gives me that motivation that I need. So I went to sleep Tuesday night motivated, had my alarm set to work out the next morning….and nothing. I can’t seem to get my butt up and workout! I just don’t know why I’m stuck and not going forward!!! It’svery frustrating. I am starting the group back because I need some accountability. I don’t know why I just can’t get it together. But I will dammit!!! I will get it together!!! I’m about to be 28 and I have got to lose some weight!!!I think one thing that hinders me, is that I’ve been working overtime for the past few weeks. That makes me not have much time in the morning, it also makes me not so happy of a person, but that’s another story! Needless to say, I won’t be doing overtime next week and I think that’ll make the difference for me with my mornings. Because I know how much working out helps my day, helps my sleep, hell it helps everything. That’s why I do it first thing in the morning because it just sets the tone for everything else.
I have to get it together. Frankly I have no choice.