There are times when I take mini sabbaticals from my blog…mainly because I don’t have the time or ability to get to my blog or because I’m avoiding using it as an outlet for venting. Both are true for now.
I’m just feeling a bit rundown I guess. Feeling very blah blah blah. We’re all entitled to those days…weeks…ya know.
All of the wonderful stresses of being a wife, mom and worker are all weighing very heavily right now.
I try to keep everything in perspective. I really do. For everything that I can complain about I try to find something to thank God about. For example, utility bills get higher in the winter…right, so although yeah it wasn’t the easiest to swing, I was able to swing that and more and make it to next payday. I could have let the negative take me down but instead I was thankful for having the means to get past it. And that’s basically how I make it day by day.
My workouts haven’t been as regular as needed. I feel like I’ve been trying to catch up on sleep and every day I am failing at it miserably. Makes it very difficult to workout. But I’m still pressing forward.
I did get a couple of shirts and a maxi skirt at Target today…all on clearance and all size medium. Of course I looked for large first and had to remind myself that I’m not a large anymore! When I came home and tried them on it was great to see how they fit and that I need to retrain my eyes to see what my body has become…it’s come a very long way and I’m happy about that! Actually gives me the mojo to get more consistent with my workouts.
I’m praying and believing that this month will be a great month for me. After my week this week I’ve definitely been thinking about some options for my future… in the meantime I continue to press on and hopefully I can get out of this funk I’m in like as of now.
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