Perhaps if I was told growing up that laziness ain’t cute maybe I would be a more productive person!
It’s not that I’m lazy, but we all have our moments. Moments that are literally moments, and moments that turn into phases and next thing you know you’re in a slump wondering how on earth did you get to this point?
Earlier this week I decided to step on the scale so that I can get a starting point. My clothes already told me what I knew to be true. But since I decided to take action, I needed to know where I was starting to so that I can measure my progress. I was soooo bummed when I stepped on that dreaded hateful scale. But at the same time, who could I be mad at? The scale or the one standing on it? Laziness ain’t cute.
I was thinking earlier this week, man I need to do a blog post desperately. Blogging is my love and my hobby, yet time is so important. Imagine how much I could get done instead of sleeping and my precious tv time. DH likes to point out that I could do things at night when I come home from work other than catch up on the dvr. I had to remind him that since the kids take over the tv on the weekends, it’s then or it won’t happen. Seeing as how I’m a tv addict…one must feed the wilderbeast. But I’m getting back to my true love. It’s a struggle, not because I don’t love it, but because it takes time. As does everything. And it just seems like I don’t have much of it. We all have the same 24 hours right? It’s time to better use my time. Laziness ain’t cute.
There are many times when I have blog posts running thru my head and I just wish I had a tape recorder or something that wasn’t as sucky as Siri and I didn’t have to worry about corrections…because I would have blogs up all the time! I just need to focus is really what it is.
And in other aspects of my life it’s not that I feel like I’m being lazy per se. It’s more that I’m disapointed in the lack of motivation or focus or the drive that I needed to use and have that sometimes didn’t get put to use. Whether it was because I was being complacent or lazy, it’s put me to a place now where I’m not satisfied. And that’s really what is getting under my skin. Laziness ain’t cute. Not at all.
A change is a coming because Aria doesn’t get down with this. I’m a grown a$$ woman and laziness ain’t cute!