Do I only blog when I’m feeling low??? It sure seems like it. That’s definitely got to change! I needed some words of encouragement today. Sometimes you just get low and need somebody to tell u that it will all work out and that you are blessed. So that’s where I was at this morning. Now I’m in a better place, not at the very top, but better. I know that God’s an on-time God, He has never forsaken me. And I know that everything happens for a reason and everything has a season. So with that said, I’m shaking it off. Shaking off the negative energy that has wanted to come into my spirit. There’s no room for it here!
Today I am starting a weight-loss challenge on twitter. It’s from today until Thanksgiving. I figured, why not? Maybe the competition will help keep me on track. So far I haven’t worked out today, but I’ve been keeping my eating clean. I have so much housework to get done. And quite frankly, I’m the only one who will do it! So I need to get to it. I’m just waiting anxiously to get the news that I have this job 100%. The only thing holding it up is them verifying my employment at my last 2 jobs. So yesterday I spent a lot of daytime minutes on the phone with the IRS for them to fax over my wage and income statements from 2005-2008. Instead they send partial information. And I’m really not trying to waste anymore minutes on them. So I’m waiting to see if the job has all the info they need, after I’ve made a few more phone calls. I just can’t wait to get back to working. I want to make good money again. I want bills to paid and having extra money again. I think the reason why I was feeling so low is because I really wanted to get a wig this week, but probably won’t be able to afford it. And I’m supposed to be going out with a few friends this weekend, but I don’t have much to wear, and then I wanted to have the hair. But then Brianna needs more jeans, which I already know I’m getting her next week. It’s just one thing after the other. And I was expecting my final commission check from my last job but I don’t know if or when I will get it. That company is so shady. But I’m not going to dwell on it. I know that this job is mine. I know that financial blessings will come to me. I know that trouble doesn’t last always. And I choose to have joy. I choose to stay positive. I choose to continue to have faith, and believe and pray. I need to go to the car and get my gospel cds out! I will praise Him!!! HALLELUJAH ANYHOW!!!