One of the best times of the year are when the Olympics come around! ย Iโve always loved the Olympics growing up, especially the Summer Games because I used to want to be a gymnast. ย I remember watching Dominique Dawes as a kid. ย I remember Shawn Johnson and Nastia Lukin. ย And this year I watched Gabby Douglas along with the rest of the Fab5 win Gold for Team USA. ย And I didnโt get to watch it yet, but Iโve been cheering for days for her being the first African American woman to nab the Gold in the Womenโs All Around. ย Sheโs a champion and already on a box of cereal!ย
Watching her, I had tears in my eyes, and down my cheeks! lol Thatโs no surprise! ย I am very emotional. ย But it was more than just watching the Americans winโฆ.it was all that she sacrificed, and her mom and siblingsโฆto get there. ย And watching her perform gave me the motivation, the determination, the drive to see myself accomplish my goals. ย It was the pep talk I needed when I was beginning to doubt myself.
The way anย athleteย can press forward even when sick, even with something broken, even with all that is going on in their lifeโฆthey block it out. ย The suck it up, stick their chest out, lift their head up high and push. ย They perform at 110% because 100% isnโt good enough. ย They see the prize and a straight shot to itโฆnothing else matters. ย The entire time theyโre telling themselves โYou got thisโ ย โItโs yoursโ ย โGo get it itโ. ย Not just athletes but successful business people too. ย
What happened to that Aria from college? ย The one that said, yes Iโm going to take on more than a full load of coursework and work full time because I had one goal, one visionโฆit was to get to ECU. ย Yes that was one of my hardest semesters Iโve ever worked, but I got it done and passed everything and if I recall, maintained my 3.0 GPA that semester. ย The Aria who said, yes itโs sensible and practical to apply to more than one schoolโฆbut I knew otherwise. ย I was going to ECU. ย End of discussion. ย So what did I do? ย I applied to ECU and ECU only. ย And while my friends were getting denied and waitlistedโฆI got right in. ย What happened to that Aria who could have taken her time at ECU and finished in 5 years instead of 4; but who put in the hard work, made Honor Roll twice, went to Summer Sessions and walked across that stage in December 2004 at 5 months pregnant after coming to ECU in August of 2002??? ย What happened to her???
Well I canโt answer what happened to herโฆother than something called life and getting off track. Sometimes we lose sight of our goals. ย Sometimes it takes something happening in our life or in someone close to us for us to snap back and realize that weโve come too far to give up. ย Watching Gabbyโs storyโฆknowing how hard a gymnast or any athlete trains, knowing the financial burden on her family, knowing that she quit and came back to realize her dreamsโฆthatโs part of my snapping back.
I think Iโve mentioned before that itโs hard to verbalize really, but between my moment of peace at the beach and this past week of the Olympicsโฆitโs helping me to snap back and realize that what I want is mine for the taking. ย And Iโm not letting anything stand in my wayโฆincluding my own self doubt. ย I realize that Iโm taking on a lot at one time but this week Iโm going to show myself that I can handle the heat in the kitchen. ย Itโs all about sticking to a schedule and staying balanced like a well-oiled machine. ย Thatโs exactly what Iโll be doing. ย And when Iโm sitting at work talking to another ignorant customer and Iโm thinking how am I going to make it Lord? ย Iโm going to know that I will. ย Iโve been preparing myself to better cope with work this month. ย Iโm taking my Bible to work with me this week. ย Iโve downloaded some of my gospel songs that really do it for me. ย Iโm recommitting to reading my PUSH book and write down my thoughts. ย And on top of that, the blogging and working out are all ways to help me keep it together during this phase of transition.
Bottom line is Gabby Douglas went for her Gold. ย Iโm going for my Gold. ย Are you going to go for yours?
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