I debated if I should do a blog post or not. Sometimes when you’re going thru difficult times, it is hard to separate that from your mind and blog about something else. I am really trying not to blog all the time when I’m in a low place. So that along wth Pinterest can be blamed with my lack of posting lately…
Speaking of Pinterest, I think these pins are best fitting for this post. My attitude this week is very much the opposite than last week. Last week I was optimistic and believed that all would work out for me. This week has been slow and when it’s slow my mind begins to wander…and that’s when all of the doubt and negativity come in. My test is being patient… this week I have failed miserably. I mean crying at work, crying on the way to work, on the way home from work… I’ve just been a wreck. I’ve been praying…
I think I may have used this next one on a previous post…but it’s certainly the truth. I believe it is for me, I know it is for me…I know that I have to be patient and that all will work out. If only knowing was all there was to it…
Have you ever been on the brink of change and you can just feel that energy around you? Well I’m there…it’s like I know that something is about to happen…it just has to happen. Everybody says to keep my head up and stay positive…sometimes that’s just sooo difficult. Yet I know it’s the only way. I know that positive attracts positive. I know that having a great attitude and outlook can make all of the difference in the world. I know that I’ve really struggled with this in the past week.
I know that my faith is being tested. I know that the road of change isn’t an easy road, it’s difficult, but it’s rewarding. I know that I have to take that road to get to where I want to go. I know that the best is yet to come. I know that there is no other option because I refuse to fail. I refuse to stay on this path I’m on it. I want it so I’m going to make it happen. Regardless… nobody else is going to do it for me. I’m tired of not living my life. I want and deserve MORE!!!!! And I’m gonna go get it!
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