Long time no post, I know.
I appreciate that the viewership (probably the wrong word but we’ll roll with it) of my blog has stayed up even though I haven’t been actively posting.
I’ve been having one of those days, weeks, hell…months. I’m in a funk.
I’ve missed my blog. I really have. But I decided long ago, that if I was in a space that wasn’t good, then unless I was blogging about something specific, that I wouldn’t blog during that time. Why? Because whatever my thoughts and feelings are would make their way into my blog. Next thing you know, you’re feeling sorry for me or I’m turning you off from reading. That’s not what I want.
I’d much rather take the chance, and just not post.
I’ve had my personal issues, emotional, financial…you name it, I’m in it. How I’m feeling is kinda hard to put into words. Add on top of that the time change that takes me a week to recover from, and you have a girl who loves her blog, who loves to blog, who hasn’t opened her computer for a week…except to live tweet during Scandal.
Can I just say that next year and every year thereafter I am taking off the Monday after daylight savings time. Many people aren’t affected by the hour of missed sleep. But I think I can speak for most Mom’s when I say “help me sweet Jesus.” Because the kids wake up at the same time, regardless. And of course, Sunday isn’t the day that hits you hard. It’s Monday. And for me, it was Monday – Friday except for Wednesday…for some reason Wednesday I felt back to normal, but took another dive on Thursday. Go figure.
Anyway, I’ve said all of this to say, that no more of the funk. I am willing myself out of it.
I have a lot of posts drafted…they just haven’t been completed and/or posted so that is my task for this weekend. I’m devoting it to my blog. Well trying to anyway, a lot of other things must get done, but I’m dedicating some time.
Blogging is cathartic for me. It’s what I do. And when I don’t blog, I just feel off ya know?
Enough talking about getting to blogging, I’m about to get back to blogging 🙂
Thanks for reading!
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